I (19m) am a closeted bisexual, fully.
I’ve had gay experiences at university in Manchester before, experimenting with a flatmate that I had. I left nothing to the imagination and went the whole way multiple times. I want to be straight so badly due to my upbringing, but I just can’t resist cock in my ass and I love sucking it too.
I’ve recently got a new girlfriend of around 4 months, she’s very open about being a sexual person, she’s had lots of partners and we have sex a lot more than the average couple, but I still wank over gay porn to get my fix.
I’ve always been turned on by the idea of a threesome, whether that’s MMF or MFF, so I thought I’d test the waters with my girlfriend. It went about as well as it could have.
She doesn’t know that I have my gay tendencies, and she offered to do a MFF on the grounds that I would partake in a MMF (she assumed I would refuse).
I gladly accepted much to her shock, and she roped in one of her friends that was also bisexual. He was just what I liked in a boy, quite like me, around my age and a skinny build with very little body hair.
The day came around and he came to my uni accommodation late one evening. Me and my girlfriend had been drinking a lot (I wanted to use it as an excuse for getting gay), and the other guy entered the room.
It all happened so quickly and I could feel my heart racing as I was finally going to play with some cock again. The threesome started very quickly, with a lot of hand stuff between the genders, but not much between me and the guy. I was trying to hide that I secretly liked him there.
We carried on like this for a while until my girlfriend suggested that the two guys should get involved with eachother, we agreed and he started sucking me. Anyone who’s had a gay experience before will know the feeling that it gives you is different, especially if you’ve had an upbringing like mine, it brings a sense of wrongness that just stiffens your cock so much.
I had to pretend to not be loving it…
My girlfriend then dared me to put the other guys cock in my mouth, I pretended to be hesitant but I knew I would do it because I had missed it so much.
I went onto all fours on the bed, and leant over his cock and started to lick from base to tip. I gripped the base of his cock and shoved it down my throat, what a feeling. I loved watching his eyes roll back as I made him feel good. Pleasuring another man is always such a great feeling.
Then I really couldn’t believe what was happening. My girlfriend started licking my asshole. She’d never done it before but it was a sensation I loved when my ex would do it. So now I had a cock in my mouth and a tongue in my ass… heaven.
I carried on sucking for around 5 minutes while I got my asshole cleaned, then I heard a moan from the guy… “just fuck me”… I looked at my girlfriend, I’m not sure why, but it felt like I was asking permission. She had a huge grin on her face and was nodding. So I obliged. He bent over into doggy and my girlfriend lubed up my cock before opening her legs infront of him. I was going to fuck this guy while he licked out my girlfriend.
I slid the tip in slowly while his legs tensed up and he winced with pain. It wasn’t long until I was balls deep and pounding him hard. My girlfriend was moaning, he must have been showing her a good time with his tongue while I destroyed his insides. I could feel myself nearing cumming, I couldn’t cum in him because my girlfriend would never let me forget it… but it just felt so good that I continued. It felt like something had possessed me, I had no control and no choice but to cum in his ass. It was truthfully one of my best ever orgasms, I felt his ass fill up with my warm cum and I pulled out so quickly but it was already dripping out of him.
My girlfriend had wondered why we stopped.. she found out that I came in him. Her and her friend both chuckled at me, I didn’t care because I loved every second of it.
We got cleaned up and my girlfriend went home, she had a lecture the next morning that she couldn’t miss.
As I said before, my girlfriend was close friends with this boy so she offered him to grab food from my kitchen before he left.
Now my girlfriend was out of the house and the guy was mooching around the kitchen while I was still in the bedroom. He was planning on staying in the spare bedroom that we had.
I had loved every second of the threesome but I didn’t satisfy the craving of my prostate getting massaged by a lubed up cock. I was upset but I knew I couldn’t do it in front of my girlfriend in fear of emasculation.
As I said before, my girlfriend is very openly a sexual person, and keeps sex toys at my house. Now that she was out I decided to grab one of her butt plugs to put in me to make me feel better. I wanked myself off for around 15 minutes imagining cock in my ass.. but then I hear the door crack open…
“Hey I think I left my pho-“
I’ve just seen how long this story is getting, let me know if you would like a part two, it does go on for a while after this so I thought I’d break it up.
I probably won’t reply to DMs out of respect for my girlfriend, but it’s not cheating if I look at them is it 😉 Or maybe wank over them.