I was 20 years old, a virgin. I was chatting with a man on a dating site, I didn't know how old he was. He offered to have sex, I agreed and warned him that I was a virgin. He sent a picture of his penis, it looked like an average, normal penis.
A couple hours later he arrived, I opened the door. I was nervous the whole time, didn't know what to expect or how it would be. He from the threshold kissed me on the lips, and began to undress. With a wish we made it to the room, he pushed down on my shoulders to get me down. I sat on the edge of the bed and passed me was his bump in black briefs. At that moment I hear "take them off", I pull them off and a long cock of rather large thickness hits me in the face. At that moment my fear would increase and I was thinking "how to take it in my mouth, how it would go in my ass".
While I was confused, in front of me stood a well-groomed man, medium build, trim in socks and a watch on his arm. He took his cock in his hand, the other took my head. And he started hitting my face with his cock, running it over my lips, when he put the head in my mouth, I started sucking as hard as I could, as much as I could fit. He continued, "suck it, suck it, good." And brought the vial up to my nose asking me to inhale, covering one nostril then the other. I inhaled it with the man's cock in my mouth. After a few seconds I felt really good, relaxed. Noticing this he fucked my head, pulled his cock out and lay back on the bed.
I didn't know what to do then and just sat next to him. He started to open a pack of condoms and while he opened one, again he said "while I open it, suck my cock".
He put the condom on, gave me another sniff (as I later found out) of the poppers. And said "sit on the cock." I was dizzy, nervous, relaxed from the poper, I held on and got on the cock, but only on the head. To which he said "no luck?", I said "no".
He positioned me on my back, widened my legs with his, additionally lubed my ass, brought the head to my hole. Gripped my thighs hard. И…. In a second, drove his entire cock into my asshole. I fell face down on the pillow whimpering loudly, clenched my fists. And my ass began to be fucked deeply, dynamically and without pity. At some point I even had tears flowing, but I asked for it to stop, didn't scream that it hurt. I just moaned and screamed and endured.
A little later he flipped me over onto my back, grabbed my legs, gave me a drink and inserted his cock again. But here I was already looking into his eyes, and I could see how he was excitedly enjoying me, I was all smooth shaven, thin and looked much younger…. And I realized how his cock looked in my little ass and how good it felt. That's when I realized for myself the main high of bottoming, it's this kind of top pleasure.