So I’m 23 and a “straight” guy, or at least that’s what I tell people. I’ve always been bicurious. In highschool ended up sucking a few of my friends cocks, but that’s a different story.
To start, I am 23 and in good shape, I played lacrosse throughout hs and college and have around a 6 inch cut cock. I have a girlfriend that I live with, we’ve been dating for about a year and a half. I’ve been very good as to not cheat because I think it’s wrong but for some reason that all went out the window this past weekend.
So I went home for the weekend to hangout with my family for Father’s Day. I got a little drunk at my sisters house (where we were having dinner) and got horny and decided to download tinder. I have done this in the past, but don’t meet up or anything and always delete it in like 10 minutes.
I posted pics without my face and ended up matching with a couple guys. I started talking to them and two of them were really hot guys. One of the guys was one I went to highschool with and that turned me on so much.
I waited for my dad to go to bed and was so horny I told him to come pick me up. He wanted to go back to his place but I said we wouldn’t have time, so just park outside on the street and I’ll come out.
I told him that I only wanted to jerk off because I didn’t want to do anything against my gf. And he said that’s totally fine as long as it’s to gay porn. He agreed and pulled up.
Like I said I’m drunk (I told him this), and we start jacking off. I can see him looking at me and I’m looking at him. He was 24 and had abs and probably a 6 1/2-7 inch cock.
Something in me made me ask him to touch it, and I couldn’t control myself. As soon as I touched it, I looked at him and we started making out. It felt so wrong, but it turned me on so much more.
Eventually I could feel his hand pushing on my head and I decided to just do it. I kissed down his abs and got to his cock, and started sucking on it. It felt so good to have it in my mouth, but so wrong at the same time. I kept going but eventually I started gagging to much and decided to stop.
He sucked me until I was about to cum. And than I told him I wanted him to cum on me. He came all over my chest and than I came and our cum was mixed together, I wiped it up with m underwear. We said goodbye and I walked back into my house. Feeling really bad but so satisfied and horny.
I tell myself it’s not cheating cause we were just guys, but I know deep down I messed up. I had to tell someone so I figured I’d right it here.