I have a female friend I've been friends for 10 years now. Her bf just got out of jail. They're a bit ghetto but the nice kind. They've been together since they were teenagers. We're now in late 30s. I'm just a regular guy and not really flamboyant gay so kinda straight looking.
They both know I swing that way and are very comfortable with me being lgbt. We kinda joke that we are a throuple. I would sit on his bf lap and hug him, kiss his neck, smell him. He's very manly. I would kiss her on the lips as well but just a friendly smack. He would just smile.
Anyway, when he was using drugs and going crazy, he was quite interested in talking to me. We always talked on the phone, texted, and joked with each other. One time, he even invited me to his house in Oshawa to give him a massage. I kinda thought he wanted to experiment. He just told me not to get my dick touch him. I didn't go because I'm from Mississauga and he might give me the wrong address as he was crazy thqt time as I mentioned and we only met once.
He went to jail for another 6 months due to a fight. He's very manly like that which is why I've got the hots for him.
When he came out of jail, he was a completely different person. Calm and quite reserved. Although, I'm still getting some weird signals.
When we were smoking weed at the backyard, he kinda flipped the joint and blew it in my mouth. Our lips touched when this happened. He kinda pulled back the first time but I kinda wanted it to touch so I pushed forward and he just let me this time. I asked him to do it again and he was like, you're gonna put your tongue in. I promised him I won't because I believe in consent. We did it again and our lips touched for a 2nd time.
When we got in the house, he sat on the couch. The gf was passed out drunk just 5 feet from us. I came and snuggled beside him hugging his stomach area and he let me. I would sniff him and kiss his neck and he was so high and staring at the tv and just let me do it. He would move away if I came near his lips though. I had my elbow on his dick area. I kept rubbing it to check if he was hard. He was getting hard. Lol. I'm a bit scared he would choke me because he worked as a bouncer. He is a muscular arab man and would easily beat me up. Trust me, we wrestle and he is fucking strong! I actually jack off to the image of him destroying me. Lol.
Anyway, he kinda closed his eyes so I had the courage to touch his dick with my hand. He didn't react and just kept asleep. I slowly put my hand in his pants and feeling his underwear. Finally, I put my hand inside his underwear. He was hard and that shit was girthy. I stroked it and pulled out my hand to get a sniff.
I wanted to pull it out of his pants to suck him off but I felt that was rapey. I didn't want to take advantage of him as i do care about him. He is one of the nicest guys I have ever met. Consent is always important to me. I tried to put my hand back in again but he kinda woke up and put my hand away. He didn't say anything but he moved to the bed to sleep beside his gf. There's a part of me that thinks he knows what happened and wants it to happen but just doesn't want to consent because that would be gay.
I kinda regret not doing anything but I don't want to rape him either.
The morning after, it was weird. I kinda gave him his space. I didn't jokingly hit on him like I normally do. He eventually sat beside me while watching tv and we slowly got back to our sexual banters and pretended it didn't happen.
Later that day, I went to their room and he was laying down watching reels on his phone. The GF was laid down on his crotch area asleep. I laid down beside them. The gf was joking around with me talking to it in high pitch like you would a dog and squeezing his flimsy dick that I can see forming through his pants. We're that close. I call him our husband. Lol. I wanted to touch it too but I just didn't as I didn't want to seem too comfortable. They were there for a while in that position. I guess the gf was a bit hungover and was sleepy.
I put my leg on his bf hairly leg and kept rubbing it just because I can and I always do that and they both let me. I love the feel of his hairy legs, arms and body. Suddenly, he got hard. His gf was like, why are you getting hard baby? What's turning you on?
He didn't answer and just stared on his phone. The gf just went back to sleep. I stared at him. I suspected it was me touching him as that was almost instant but I don't want to be delulu and assume but I'm 80% sure it was me.
Sometimes, I would wake them up in the morning. Give them both a kiss on their cheeks. This time the guy was just wearing his boxers. I rubbed my face on his hairy chest and sniffed his armpits. Hugged him while he slept. He just let's me do anything I want. I would touch his dick when we wrestle and he would just laugh. His gf is also right there and she knows I'm thirsting for her habibi.
I think she's very confident he wouldn't get with me because he is very manly but I sort of think if given the right condition and situation, something can happen.
What do you guys think?
Edit: Okay I get it, I'm a hoe who needs to stop. I'm not trying to break them up. I'm happy they're together but a bro might want to try play you know. Nothing romantic.
But I will try not to fuck with him anymore. Well, if he grabs me, I might have trouble saying no though. Just saying. 馃槄