I'm in my late 20s and with a moderate following of people that pay to watch porn I've made for over a year now. At first I didn't show my face (instead using a cheap mask) but a mix of the attention I got from doing it and, honestly, not caring anymore changed that and I began posting videos with my face and body in view.
The content I've posted is a lot of solo stuff but I've started finding guys to act out RP scenes for my channel which, almost 100% of what I posted involves me being a very loud bottom, usually with verbal or aggressive tops.
Showing my face has had some ups and downs, I've been recognized in public, but I would be lying if finding messages from guys that know me that watch my videos (and message me about it) wasn't a huge rush. It's turned me into much more of an exhibitionist.
Of the men I know that watch my stuff, I'm aware a good chunk of them are older or married because of the types of messages I get from requests or just outright comments sent to me. Feels like I'm enabling some deep fantasy that they can't reveal to anyone in their personal lives, so it's like I'm one of the few people that knows what they really think
The rush I've gotten from being an exhibitionist is strong enough that I've continued doing this despite knowing that one of the men repeatedly watching these videos and sending me messages is my estranged dad.
I figured it out from his username which, I assume, he had before he subscribed to my stuff, but I recognized it from an email account he used years ago. As far as he knows, he doesn't know that I know it's him commenting. It's like a one way mirror where he can watch his son perv out from a distance, or without getting caught. I know it's him, I'm not ready to burst his bubble yet, but the feeling I get exposing myself on camera is much more intense knowing who's actually watching.
If you're curious about his reactions, hit me up.