Me and my fiancé have been together since we were both 19 years old. We're both currently 26 years old and live about 45 minutes outside of Washington DC.
My fiancé has been performing at the local community theater since he was a child. When we first met, he was still a very active member in both the front and back of the house. He was also an actor & singer.
When we first started dating, it was my first relationship. He had come out while in high school in 10th grade, while I on the other hand didn't come out until after high school. In fact, I didn't technically come out of the closet until we met each other at least publicly.
Prior to my relationship I experimented with one guy, we only exchanged oral about four times before he had to go back home in California. (he was stationed there. He was home only to visit family for a few days.)
My boyfriend, however, being out of the closet since 10th grade had quite a couple experiences with a few guys prior to us dating. Very early on into our relationship I found myself very envious of the fact that he had the chance to experiment with guys prior to meeting me, whereas I really hadn't.
I was deep inside of my closet, or so to speak. While in the closet, I didn't even attempt at speaking to any men out of fear of being found out. The only experience I had prior was watching gay porn since about the age of 13.
While asking my at the time boyfriend about his prior hook ups and experiences with other men… I would find myself probing for more intimate information. I asked more detailed and direct questions about what all happened? How it happened? Did he cum? And before I knew it, I found myself rock hard while asking him for the details.
In the beginning, when I first noticed this, I kept it to myself. My feelings and emotions were all over the place. I felt quite conflicted. On one hand, I was jealous and hated hearing the stories, but on the other hand, I couldn't help but picture his hookups in my head while he described them.. were they better than me? I'm sure because they obviously had more experience than me or so I assumed. I had an irrational fear in a very beginning that due to my lack of experience my boyfriend would leave me for someone more experienced.
But for some odd reason, and as hard as it is to describe while that thought gave me anxiety, it also turned me on.
Just like most gay couples, we aren't always up to have full-blown intercourse and sometimes we just turn on some porn and jerk off together. In the beginning, it was the typical daddy Twink videos but then one day while scrolling together we stumbled upon a threesome video.
And while watching the video, I had mentioned that it would be really hot to be able to have a threesome as I've never done that before. He told me that he was always curious as well. Over the next couple of weeks while watching porn together, I would seek out videos that were specifically threesome videos.
As we proceeded to watch, we both became more verbal talking about the actors in the scenes that we were watching. Before I knew it I started making comments like "could you imagine taking something so big?" And he'd follow up with "I'd love to take a big cock like that. " Which I followed up with "I'd love to watch you take something like that". We both quickly realized that talking about each other with others or the idea of watching each other became incredibly hot for both of us.
We stayed fully monogamous and committed to only each other for the first entire year of our relationship. After Building a lot of trust and communicating. we both became open to the idea of entertaining others only in a presence of each other.
After communicating our love for one another and commitment to each other, we begin to openly speak about the idea of introducing a third person to have fun with purely sexually.
That being said, I wanna make it completely clear that our personal sex life is and always has been great. We both have always been good about pleasing each other.
But the idea of enjoying someone new together sounded very hot.
There is a reason why the beginning of the story I mentioned that my fiancé participated in the local community theater. In the very beginning of our relationship, my boyfriend at the time would still get messages from past flings or people he spoke to in the past.
However, from the very beginning, he always communicated to me whenever someone was hitting him up or someone messaged him something inappropriately. Our communication was great.
The way we looked at it was this, treat each other how we would both want to be individually treated.
If you would be hurt by something, it's best to assume your partner would be too.
A few months into our relationship, his friend Jason from the theater, hit him up and was trying to hook up. Knowing that we were both together.
In the beginning, it really pissed me off. I had a lot of questions prior to our relationship. Did they hook up?? Should I trust my boyfriend at the theater with him there alone?? After asking my boyfriend, a series of questions I found out that they previously snap chatted, one another, and sent nudes out of boredom and curiosity. snap chatted,
He then disclosed to me that Jason has been trying to sleep with him for years. And while The idea of it was hot to him. He also didn't like the idea of hooking up with friends and didn't want to affect his time at the theater.
So we never really entertained it beyond Snap chat. But that all stopped as soon as we started talking.
After he sent my fiancé, the first message, I remembered reaching out to him directly and telling him to respect our relationship and to fuck off.
Meanwhile, the idea of them hooking up made me rock hard. However, being so early on into our relationship, my anger overshadowed any kind of horniness I had.
After disclosing, they had chatted in the past. I asked a few questions and he had some answers.
I asked if they've seen each other's cocks, he told me that they have. And I just had to ask my boyfriend how big he was.
He told me that he didn't really remember how big it was exactly based off the pictures, but that he did in fact have quite a big cock.
After a few weeks in silence from Jason. He decided to message me one day….
Come back for part two.
Sorry if you were looking for a hot erotic story, I just believe it's important to lay the groundwork which led us to the good stuff first.
I can assure you it only gets much much better from here on out.
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