This is a lot to unpack in this story, first off a little introduction. I’m 30 5’10’’ 195lbs 5.5 inches when hard! I have a gf of 10 years who knows of my kinky nature and doesn’t get weirded out by it!
At the beginning of this year I started talking with this Latino bull/dom which has been everything I’m looking for! He about 6’3 260, nice broad manly build! Plus a 7 inch thick uncut cock!! He has come by my place like 5-10 times and I have sucked him and swallowed. Sometimes he has me suck on his nipples and jerk him off til he cums then he has me clean his cock! He treats me like a total slut/sissy, I always have to be dressed in some sort of sissy outfit(lingerie) which I absolutely love! He slaps me on my face and ass, living it red and a good size handprint! God I fucking love it! But there’s a little bit of a problem! He has been waiting me to pay him for his services, which honestly I definitely would! Problem is how do I explain it to my girlfriend! She’d definitely be upset! Plus we don’t have sex as much anymore, well at all really! I feel honestly bad! I know she’s okay with my kinks, but just weird situation!
