I thought I'd make a post about how I became bi cause I'm really curious if anyone else can relate to this. I'm 26 now, but I remember back when I was in high school and first learning about sexuality, I had wondered to myself how anyone could possibly be attracted to guys. I was curious how girls felt attracted to guys because I couldn't think of anything attractive about the male body. I wasn't raised with any kind of prejudice against being gay, and I remember I wasn't feeling any kind of apprehension towards the idea, I was just genuinely trying to figure out what people could possibly find attractive about guys and I just couldn't figure it out. So in other words, I was definitely 100% straight and even after giving it serious thought had never had any interest in the same sex at all.
Then through university I started getting frustrated at it being so hard to find women who were interested in a sexual relationship (there weren't many women in my program too, which didn't help), so eventually I decided just for fun to experiment online with guys, sexting with them and starting to post my body just to see if I got any eyes on me that way. I've always gotten kinda turned on by praise, so I figured even when it's guys and there's no physical attraction there from me, I could still genuinely get turned on from the attention. I found that even though I didn't find the male body attractive at all, I found the extreme expression of lust from men to be a major turn on. I'd just never been wanted like that before, so I kept going at it and was getting genuinely turned on by it.
By now I've been doing this for years, and something weird has happened. As I continued, I found that I was becoming more and more comfortable with the male body, and starting to find very feminine men to be really sexy. Then as time went on my interests expanded even more and I started to like more variety of men physically. I found myself thinking more and more about how sexy cock is and how hot it is that us men kinda turn into animals when our cocks get hard. I also have found it super hot that I'm getting so turned on by something that I didn't used to think was remotely attractive, and there's something that just feels amazing about every time a man seduces me and makes me so horny that I just want his body desperately.
The days of me just playing along are WAY behind me because I'm genuinely so horny when I think about gay sex now, and I watch gay porn all the time. I wanted to post this because I'm super curious if anyone here has experienced anything similar? And does anyone have any thoughts on what's going on with me? LOL! I just still can't figure out if I've actually turned myself bisexual or if I'm just getting super turned on by the experience of being so horny that I'd do things I wouldn't normally do… it's so confusing lol, not that I don't kinda love it! I'd love to hear if anyone can relate.