I don’t recall when exactly they started, but I started having very vivid fantasies about having sex with another man long before I ever had a chance to try it. Usually the fantasies I’d have were about giving head, but sometimes they’d go further than that, and they could pop into my head at some really embarrassing times. For example, there was a friend I used to sit next to in our math class and I would sometimes have these fantasies about being on my knees in front of him with his cock down my throat that were so vivid, I could feel myself getting instantly rock hard. It was almost unbearable at times! I would usually end up masturbating to those fantasies later when I was alone, and began trying out the taste of my own cum when I would orgasm, just to see what it tasted like. I even experimented with positioning myself with my legs up over my own head, so I could cum on my own face or into my own mouth.
The school I went to has a requirement that everyone must do at least one semester of summer study and my friend, Mark, and I decided to do our summer semester right after our freshman year of college. Most of our friends went home for the summer, as did most of the rest of the students there, so we hung out together most our our free time that summer. Little did I know that this would lead to my first opportunity to act out my dirty little fantasies.
Mark is a good looking white guy, average build, about 5″10, with sandy brown hair. As far as I knew, he was straight. But with so much time to kill that summer and so few people around, we would often have a few beers or smoke a bowl in the evening and inevitably our conversations would turn to the subject of sex, specifically our own frustrated horniness as a couple of 20 year old guys.
One night, with the aid of a little liquid courage, I got the courage up to suggest to Mark that if really needed to get off and if we could agree to keep it our secret, I’d be willing to suck his cock for him. I could feel my face beginning to blush as I said it and I looked away from him, scared that he would get pissed at me or kick me out of his apartment or something. “Are you serious?” he asked, after what seemed like a really long awkward silence.
“Yeah,” I said. “I’ve always been curious as to what it would be like to give another guy a blowjob, so if you really are that horny…But we have to keep it our secret!”
“Ok, sure, I’ll let you blow me,” he replied. “But it definitely has to be just between us.”
My heart was racing in my chest as he agreed and I moved quickly to get on my knees in front of him, reaching out to touch his cock through his shorts. It jumped a little at my touch, already getting hard for me. He undid his shorts and began to pull them down for me and as he did, I stood up, undressed completely, then went back to my knees. I don’t know why I did this, but I guess it just added to the excitement to be completely naked. His cock was getting harder as I took it in my hand and gave it a little squeeze. I looked up at Mark and said, “Tell me how you like your cock sucked, because this is my first time doing this and I want to do it well for you.”
“Ok,” he nodded. I leaned forward and took the head of his cock into my mouth. He was really getting hard know as I ran my tongue over the bottom of his head and began to slowly work my head down the shaft of his dick. He was soon fully erect and I was getting a better idea of his big he was, about 6.5″ and very thick. I tried taking more of his cock into my mouth and quickly began to gag on it, my eyes tearing up. He coached me along, suggesting how he wanted me to suck it for him, but I’m sure I didn’t do very well, given my lack of experience. He ultimately stroked himself off to completion, but he had me put my mouth on it when he came, so that I would swallow his cum.
The next day, sober, I wasn’t sure what to say about what had happened the night before. I did know that I was disappointed that I didn’t do a better job sucking dick for the first time and really hoped I’d have another opportunity. Mark called me up to hang out later in the day, so I was glad it didn’t seem to be an issue. Everything was going well and I finally got the courage to bring it up, apologizing for not being very good at giving head.
“Hey, for your very first time, you did pretty well considering,” Mark laughed. “You probably just need practice.”
I was relieved to hear him say that. “Well, if you don’t mind helping me out and letting me practice with you, I’d like to give it another try,” I replied.
“Sure, I’ll let you practice your cock sucking on me whenever you need this summer,” he said. It turned out to be a pretty good set up for him, as I gave him head multiple times a week for the rest of the summer. And I started to get way better at it was I had more practice. It got to where when I would go down on him, I would usually start by licking the shaft of his hard cock up and down it’s length, pausing to run my tongue around the head of his dick before taking it into my mouth and bobbing up and down more and more of the length of it to make sure he was fully hard. Then I would move down to suck his balls, individually at first, then taking them both in my mouth, running my tongue all over them. Then back to sucking up and down the length of his shaft, my tongue extended to lick the bottom of his shaft. I learned to take the length of his cock down my throat without gagging, which always drove Mark crazy.
For his part, he became more assertive with me when I would give him head, taking me by the skull as he got into it, holding me down on his cock when I would deepthroat him, sometimes talking dirty to me as he fucked my throat. He would always let me know when he was about to cum and hold my head in place so he could blast his full load down my throat and make me swallow all of it. I found that I enjoyed it when he would take control that way, discovering a submissive side to myself. And I also noticed that often when he would hold my head down on his cock, he would start to lean forward, pushing his shaft all the way down my throat, as he reached down my back with one hand to play with my ass. I had a feeling that this was going to lead to Mark wanting to fuck me, but that’s for another story.