I'm mainly straight, but I was curious—by the way, is this a temporary account? In any case, I had always wondered what it would be like to have a sexual relationship with a guy rather than a relationship. I've seen a lot of homosexual porn, and every time I did, it made me feel a little more attracted to it than conventional porn. But my girlfriend and I have always had good sex and we have always been happy. After she left for a family vacation, leaving me alone for some time, I became quite desperate and decided to look into the local gay Reddit community in my city. Many guys are trying to publicly hook up or are just like me.
I met this guy who immediately messaged me to say he understood what I was going through and that he would love to help me get some closure on the whole thing. We arranged a day when I would go to his place and we would do the complete thing where he would blow me but I would blow him first. He even said that I was far better than most people with experience, but it's possible that he was simply trying to get me excited. I found it incredible and enjoyed every minute of it. It felt so natural to me.
After leaving, I scheduled another meeting a few days later, but this time I wanted to really push the envelope on what I'd been thinking. When I informed him I needed rubbers and lubrication, he gave it to me and I promised to take it nice and easy. I then put him in different positions and fucked him like he was a girl, and I enjoyed every second of it. After I finished on his face, I cleaned myself up. It felt fantastic again. We laid there for awhile while my legs shook in satisfaction then I went home. I thought about my GF and I know I can never tell her because she’d think differently of me. But it was nice the feeling overall. I’d consider to do it again.
