Iza and I met on a night out in Bristol many years ago, that story is for another day but safe to say that Iza became not only my favourite FWB but also my confidant. I was able to open up to her about my the ‘other’ kinky and secret side of my life, which at that moment in time was my enjoyment of orally pleasuring hung men.
Telling Iza about my ‘kink’ and various experiences was a nerve wracking moment but it was also a big turn on (and still is). The risk of her knowing, and then not knowing who she would tell (she’s definitely told people – but she won’t admit who), also not knowing how she would react, all added to the drama and my anxiety. Once told, it was something that I could never take back. Saying the words ‘I am bisexual (and I enjoy sucking hung cocks)’ was difficult and humiliating to say.
Iza reacted as I expected, with a shocked expression, a humiliating little laugh and plenty of inquisitive questions. She especially wanted to know how I met guys and most importantly how I selected ‘hung’ guys. It was relatively simple, I embarrassingly whispered to her, I had joined a gay website called Gaydar in a brave and horny moment, it allowed you to search for local guys including ‘special categories’, like cock size, I told her I’d ticked large or extra large, covering her mouth with her hand she looked at me straight in the eyes smiled, and asked me how many guys I’d met…
At this point, I’d only met with one local guy but I’d struck gold, he was discreet, lived alone and was very happy for me to visit him and suck his cock, it was a pretty good deal really! I told Iza about my first two meetings with Antony in detail. How he was a tall handsome man, in great shape, lustful eyes and had a thick 8” cock with big smooth helmet (I should say at this point that I am also well endowed with a 7.5” thick member). I’d sucked him and made him cum all over my chest on both visits, being covered in another man’s cum and his musty smell was exhilarating, watching him as I gave him pleasure was submissively powerful and the post orgasm dismissiveness of him was somewhat humiliating (I knew how women now felt). The ‘you can leave now look’ made me felt used, which was a turn on in itself. I’d usually leave and find somewhere to quickly jerk off, reliving what I’d just done.
The third meeting was didferent, I messaged Antony one horny afternoon asking if he was in need of ‘release’, he responded positively explaining he hadn’t cum in days and was extremely ‘full’. He asked if I’d heard of a gloryhole which I had, and enquired if I’d be up for him being behind one at his house this time. I of course agreed and headed over. He left his front door on the latch, I walked in and slowly went up stairs, the door at the top of the stairs was covered in a sheet with a waist height slit in it. I dropped to my knees and waited. Slowly his thick heavy cock and balls moved through the slit in the sheet and I was once again face to face with Anthony’s beautiful big cock. Being one to one with just his cock (without his lustful eyes starting down at me), I decided to savour the moment. I took my time to smell his warm musty cock, tease it with gentle touches, licks, watching it react to my touch. I enjoyed the power I had in that moment, this thick cock wanted me to pleasure it and release all that built-up tension that had been accumulating in his big heavy cum filled balls. His cock harded with every gentle touch and lick, I could hear him moan over and over, desperate for me to go further, apply more pressure, and ultimately give him my warm wet mouth. Having licked his cock and nuzzled on his balls I was ready to go to the next stage.
I let his cock slide slowly into my mouth, he moaned loudly, I worked my tongue all over his smooth velvety helmet and holding his shaft firmly I moved my mouth back and forth over and over his beautiful cock. I was in my element.
For a few months I’d been curious about letting another guy (a stranger) cum in my mouth. I knew how great it felt compared to just being finished off by a hand (which I also love) and being the ‘pleaser’ that I was, it felt like it was something that I should do, for one reason to ensure the men (Antony in particular) kept invited me back. I wanted to be a really great cock sucker, I’d had plenty of blow jobs in my life, many of them unmemorable but the memorable ones stick with me, you never forget an awesome blowjob. I wanted to be the guy that they always wanted more of.
I decided that the situation I was in, behind the gloryhole was perfect for my first stranger cum in mouth experience. Anthony wouldn’t be expecting it either which would heighten his pleasure, his bathroom also was just behind me, so I could spit it out.
I continued to suck and tease his beautiful cock, his moans were getting louder and louder. I heard him whisper ‘I’m close’ pre-warning me of his imminent eruption. I sucked him harder and faster. Assuming that I’d not heard him, he warned me again ‘dude I’m real close’, I slowed down at this point, knowing he was on the edge and wanting to take my time and savour the experience. His balls which I was holding tightened and with his cock head in my mouth I swirled my tongue over his helmet. Understanding now that I wasn’t taking my mouth off him, his thick cock pulsated and started to vigorously pump his hot cum into my mouth. His moans were intense, he was in ecstasy, by slowing down I’d increase the duration and intensity of his orgasm, he was in heaven. For a minute I watched the base of his cock pump his load into my mouth, until his cock went limp in my mouth and his balls were drained of every last drop of cum.
Still on my knees, with a mouth full of cum, he pulled his spent cock back through the slit and gave a satisfying humiliating laugh, ‘shit, I wasn’t expecting that, that was incredible. What a huge load you just swallowed, did you like it’ he asked. I had a big dilemma at this point, with my mouth full of his cum, I couldn’t respond. And given how much he’d enjoyed it, particularly the fact that he thought I swallowed his cum, I couldn’t disappoint. I closed my eyes, savoured the taste one more time and swallowed his big load. My cock twitched in my pants as I did. ‘Tasted great, thank you’ I responded, he laughed. As life moments go, thanking a man for letting me suck his cock and swallow his cum, is not something that growing up, I ever thought I’d do. ‘Anytime, I’ll be needing that again very soon, see yourself out’. With that I got up walked back down the stairs, out the door and drove home as a cum swallowing cock sucker…
End of Part 1