Hey everyone,
I made a burner account to post in this sub… so hopefully this post doesn't flop. Even if it does, I don't really care. I just needed to get this story off my chest because I can't tell anybody in my personal life about it, so hopefully you all enjoy it.
So, a little background before I get into my actual story. I'm a 22 year old college student who is traveling a lot this summer searching for jobs and/or a nice place to live after I finish school. I'm not gay (at least I don't think so, but I'm sure this post will say otherwise). In fact, much of my college experience has been centered around girls. I'm about 6'2" with somewhat long, blonde hair. I pride myself in being in good shape, and I would also say that I'm hypersexual. I love sex, masturbating, basically anything that involves me feeling good– especially when another person is involved. In general, I'm just a very horny person.
With that being said, I jerk off a lot. I've been on Reddit for quite some time now, and I've always jerked off to straight porn… that is until recently.
Around a month ago or so, I was browsing Reddit, and I was jerking off to a video of a hot girl who had huge tits, and then out of nowhere, she pulls her pants down to reveal a cock every bit as big as my own if not bigger.
I know I'm not the first and won't be the last to fall for that (especially when it came to that girl). However, while years ago I would have likely been disgusted and probably upset about the fact that the girl I was jerking my cock to actually had a penis, for some reason, this time in particular, I didn't mind it. In fact, something within me told me that I kind of liked it.
After that, I began to test the waters in different subs that were not all girls and not all straight porn, and as I did that, I started to become somewhat infatuated with expanding my sexual palate.
I started jerking off to things that I would not have imagined that I would be interested in in my wildest dreams. Eventually, I made it to the point where for multiple days, I only jerked off to gay porn. I didn't look at a single naked girl. All the while, I didn't even think about the idea of actually hooking up with a man.
But, as I'm sure you can imagine by the fact that I'm making a post here, that eventually changed as well. Over the last couple of weeks, I have/had been fixated on the thought of touching another man's cock– maybe more. I absolutely could not shake those thoughts.
Every time I thought hard about jerking off another man, or having the head of a penis outstretched reaching for my lips, I felt hornier than I ever remember feeling in my whole life.
I even began experimenting with anal play by myself just with my fingers and household objects, and I've been heavily considering buying myself some anal toys. This brings me to last night.
I'm currently out of town for an interview that took place today, and I arrived yesterday morning. I'm staying in a hotel downtown in a major city, and last night, I was once again having aggressive thoughts entering my head about hooking up with a man in some capacity. However, this time was different.
Previous times that I'd had this happen, I jerked off to whatever porn I deemed to fit my urges at the time and felt better afterwards.
Not this time.
This time, I made a Reddit burner account (yes, I've now made two Reddit burner accounts in the past two days), and I began to navigate the R4R sub for the city that I'm staying in, for what I told myself was "just out of curiosity". I even told myself that maybe if I just fucked a girl I would feel better.
I scrolled and scrolled, finding many text posts that read M4M as well as many photos of pretty good looking cocks, many of which were only looking for women.
But then I found it.
I found the most perfect looking big, white cock. It was long, thick, and circumcised with a bulbous pink head. It looked so good that I quite literally began to salivate. The only problem I faced was that the post was made four hours ago when I found it.
"29 M4M. Down for whatever. Message me," the post read.
I decided to send him a message partially thinking that he wouldn't respond or would no longer be looking because of how long ago the post was. I almost felt better just from the naughtiness I felt even just sending another man a message regarding the possibility of hooking up.
However, before I could even relish how naughty I felt, he responded. It only took him about a minute to respond to my message which put me in an interesting position– was I just going to ghost this guy and chicken out? Was I going to continue to talk to him? Was I actually considering the prospect of meeting him?
All I said in my message was,
"Hey, are you still interested in some fun?"
To which he responded,
"Sure. You have any pics I can see?"
Before I got too ahead of myself, I decided it would be best for both him and myself to be fully honest about my situation, so I told him pretty much exactly what was going through my head at the time.
"Look I'll be honest. I've never been with a man before, and I'm not sure what all I even want to do. I don't wanna waste your time if you're looking for somebody experienced. What all would you wanna do anyway?"
"I don't care if you're inexperienced. I'll show you how to do anything you wanna do. We can start slow and do whatever you're comfortable with. I'd like to see what you look like first though," He responded.
The more I thought about what was happening, the less frightened I felt and the more horny I felt. I took a couple pictures of myself in the bathroom mirror, one of which was of my ass. I had never taken a picture of my ass before, but when I looked at the pic I'd just taken, my dick started getting hard.
I sent him the pics, to which he responded,
"Wow, you look great. You've got a great body. If you wanna come over, I'd love to get a piece of whatever I can, or let you get a piece of me."
We had some more playful banter back and forth as well as a couple more basic questions (I was horny as fuck, but I still wanted to make sure this guy was clean and not sketchy).
Then, without even really thinking about it, I asked him the million dollar question.
"What's your address? And can I please come now?"
He gave it to me, and once again without thinking too much out of fear that I would overthink the whole situation and chicken out, I grabbed my keys and proceeded downstairs toward my car.
In my car, I had a fair amount of reservations and multiple times thought about turning around and going back to the hotel, but I kept going. He lived about 20 minutes from my hotel which gave me time to think about things (for better or for worse? I'm not really sure).
All I knew was that I was incredibly nervous, but I also had precum leaking through my underwear despite not having touched my cock in hours.
I pulled up to his apartment complex, parked my car, and I walked toward his door nearly shivering because of how nervous I was.
I knocked on his door, and it was then that I realized I never even asked him for pics of anything else other than what I saw in his post, so I had no idea what anything else on this man looked like.
I was completely shocked when he answered the door.
As I said before, I'm 6'2" or so, and I'm in very good shape. I say this because when the door opened, I suddenly felt tiny.
I was greeted by a man who was at least two inches taller than me, and he was also built. However, he was built differently than the way I'm built. I'm pretty lean with lots of muscle definition, but this man was bulky. He wasn't super lean, but I could tell he was insanely strong with a lot of muscle on him. Along with that, he had fairly short brown hair and a very well groomed mustache, and he was wearing gray shorts (probably on purpose), very clearly no underwear, and a cutoff T-shirt.
I was almost shellshocked, and didn't really know what to say, but I managed to remember my common decency and manners. I smiled and said hello, to which he responded the same and subsequently invited me inside.
I'll be honest. After I stepped inside, I really had no idea how to proceed from there. Then, once he offered me a drink or something to eat, I realized that, at least to some capacity, I could treat the foreplay as I would if I were hooking up with a girl. Thankfully, remembering that shook off some of my awkward nature.
I said no thanks but continued to stand there awkwardly in his living room.
"Nervous?" He asked me with a sly grin on his face.
"Well, yeah… a little bit. Sorry…" I responded with an awkward chuckle and a sheepish grin on my face.
He sat down on the couch and said to me,
"It's okay– I totally get it. Why don't you sit down and relax? We can just turn on the TV and watch something for a little bit, and we'll take things at your pace."
I thought that was really sweet of him. It truly did help me feel more comfortable and took some of the pressure off of me. I sat down right next to him on the couch as he scrolled through channels looking for something to watch.
Once I was sitting down next to a complete stranger (that was a male) on the couch, it hit me that this was really happening. But instead of it forcing me into a nervous wreck, it made me return to being egregiously horny.
While he was scrolling as I sat next to him, I made the decision that officially began my first ever gay experience.
I leaned over, I put my hand on his stomach, and began to move it down toward his groin.
"You can put whatever you want on the TV. I think it would help me be less nervous to rip off the bandaid and see what I'm working with…" I told him.
He looked at me and smiled, and without even saying anything, he grabbed my hand and moved it the rest of the way down his stomach and placed it on his already rock hard cock.
The feeling that came over me as I began to stroke him over his shorts made me feel like I could burst at any second without anything even touching my cock.
I chuckled nervously as I stroked his humongous dick, and then I decided it was time to move things along even further.
"You wanna take these off?" I asked.
He stood up which caught me a little bit off guard, but I was starting to love every single second of this. I was rock hard and leaking precum everywhere, and as if that wasn't enough, I was so fucking horny that I didn't even feel like this was all really happening.
In front of me stood a mountain of a main slipping down his shorts, and he revealed to me just inches from my face a long, thick, hard cock.
My mouth began watering as it sat inches from my mouth just as I'd been fantasizing about for weeks, and for a brief moment I just stared, completely starstruck.
That trance only lasted a moment, as my next move was to grab his thick rod and begin jerking him off.
"Wow… how big is this thing?" I asked with a nervous chuckle.
"Haha it's about eight inches."
"Holy shit… I don't know what to even do with it. You're gonna have to show me and tell me if I'm doing good," I said without even thinking.
"How about you start with this?" He said as he moved himself closer to my eager mouth.
Before I messaged this guy, I wasn't sure I wanted to do anything besides MAYBE jerk off another man, but now that his cock was in my hand, I wanted anything I could get.
I opened my mouth and let him stick his cock inside. I let out a loud, submissive moan as my eyes rolled back inside my head.
A gigantic dick was now in my mouth, albeit just barely.
I sucked on the head of his cock and tasted precum right away, and this only made me want to suck his cock even more. I swallowed his precum and immediately put my mouth back on his rod, deeper this time than before.
I started somewhat slowly, not even to tease him, but rather to get used to what I was doing. I wanted to be very careful to not accidentally use any teeth especially when dealing with something so thick being in my mouth.
Oh yeah, did I mention how fucking thick he was?
Now, not to brag on myself, but I have a pretty thick penis. When I watch porn, I usually use my own dick as the standard for whether or not the guy in the video has impressive girth. I usually think to myself, if the guy is very clearly thicker than I am, he has a pretty fucking impressive cock.
Now, why do I say that?
This guy's dick was about two inches longer than mine, and his girth was probably comparable to mine.
Meanwhile, I had my hand around the base of his penis while I got more and more comfortable sucking him. I hand't even gotten to jerking him off while I sucked him yet. I was just using my mouth.
Then, I decided I wanted to see how far I could get myself down on this monster.
I forced his dick down my throat as far as I could, and I will say that I impressed myself with how far I was able to make it, but it was definitely not all the way to the bottom.
I felt very good about myself though because putting him down my throat elicited an "Oh fuck" from him.
"You wanna grab my head and get a little rough with me?" I asked him, not really thinking about if I was being careful for what I was wishing for.
He smirked, put his hands into my hair, grabbed a handful, and started fucking my face.
He pumped in and out a few times while I gagged, slobbered and took his cock as far as he would force it, and then after a few pumps, he put his hand on the back of my head and what felt like as hard as he could, forced my head down onto his cock as far as it would possibly go.
I will say, this got me pretty close to the base of his monster cock.
He held me there for a couple seconds, continuing to try and force himself further into me, and then he let me go. When he let me go, slobber leaked everywhere with some being left on his cock and some dripping from my mouth, and embarrassingly, I ended up having to cough for a few seconds.
He asked if I was okay while I laughed and apologized.
"How am I doing?" I asked eagerly with a grin.
His response completely changed the pace of what was happening.
"You're doing great. I will say though– I wanna see your body. And I ESPECIALLY wanna check out that hot bubble butt you sent me a picture of if you're down…"
I hadn't even thought about the idea of him touching me at all, and I really really had not thought about the idea of getting fucked. However, as soon as I thought about it, I became hard as a rock again almost immediately.
I grinned and stood up, and I began to undress myself. While I did that, he began to undress as well, as while his dick was out, his shirt was still on, and his shorts were still around his ankles.
By the time he was done undressing, my rock hard cock sat right next to his, and he told me I was very impressive which made me blush.
Then, he spun me around and bent me over the couch. Again my eyes rolled back in my head as I could hardly contain how hot all of this was.
He spanked me pretty hard which made me moan like a little bitch, and I guess he either liked when I moaned or just liked my butt, and he spanked me again even harder than the first time. This made me moan again and mutter an "Oh fuck".
Then, he did something that I also did not think about the idea of; he stuck his tongue into my ass. This made me a hot, submissive mess.
He tongued my asshole for maybe a minute before he stood up and asked me if I wanted to move to his room, to which I eagerly responded yes.
We got up and moved to his room where, before getting on his bed, I asked him,
"What position do you think would feel best for my first time?"
After I asked this I realized that I was 100% letting this guy fuck me without any second thoughts, and I was totally okay with it.
"I think you should get on the bed and bend over. Be sure to tell me if you want me to stop."
I followed his orders as he went to his nightstand to get what I figured out to be lube once I heard him jerking off his now oiled up dick. I bent over along the edge of the bed while he remained standing. I was now bent over, back arched, ass in the air the same way that I had had so many girls doing for me previously, and I thought that was a little bit humorous and in some weird way, a little bit hot.
Then I felt it.
I felt his huge, slimy, lubed up cock swiping up and down, searching for my tight, virgin hole.
It didn't take long for him to find it. He began to press himself into me, and I felt him beginning to penetrate my hole.
He then managed to enter me despite my tight hole making it difficult for both of us. Once it slipped in, we both gasped.
I'll be honest, it definitely hurt a little bit when he first went inside me. I won't pretend like it felt fantastic right away, but it was so fucking hot that I didn't care if it hurt.
His head was inside me, and then he began to push. Further and further he pushed himself in me before pulling back out. He began to slowly thrust back and forth as I moaned increasingly louder with each pump.
I was going fucking crazy.
He began to pick up the pace, and then finally, he moved himself in even deeper. I didn't realize he wasn't all the way inside me, but now he was. I know he was because I felt his body press up against my ass, and I could also tell because I had never had something so deep inside me before.
"Holy shit you're fucking huge," I told him in the most submissive "fuck me" voice I've ever used in my whole life.
I think he liked when I told him that because shortly after I did, he began to really pound me– this time using his entire cock.
By this point I'm almost screaming because it feels so good. It went from pain and pleasure to just pleasure within a minute or two, and now I was getting fucking railed like a little bitch, and I loved it.
He had a tight grip on my hips as he pounded me at what I assumed to be full speed, and I wondered how long he was going to last. I wanted it to last forever.
This was the most satisfaction I had EVER had from sex. The hottest girls, the girls who were best in bed with me, none of them held a candle to what was happening to me in that moment.
What snapped me out of my trance was that I heard him begin to moan in rhythm with his pumps. He pumped hard and fast, and began moaning louder and louder.
"Are you gonna fucking cum in me? Are you gonna cum in my tight little hole daddy?"
I don't know where that came from, but I said it, and somehow it rolled off my tongue like it was nothing.
"Mmm fuck yes keep talking," he told me.
So talk I did.
"Fucking pound me harder. Make me your gay little slut. I want you to cum deep inside me. Give me your big load daddy please!"
I begged for him to cum. He began to spank me hard and call me a slut which forced me into saying,
"Yes! Harder! I know you can spank me and fuck me harder than that. I wanna be fucking sore. Fucking breed me. Cum in me please!"
He gave into my begging.
"Oh fuck. Oh fuck I'm gonna cum!"
Then it was a symphony of moaning and yelling in his bedroom as he began to shoot his load deep inside me.
I felt him pulsating and shooting his cum inside of me, and all I could do was roll my eyes back inside my head and take every last drop inside of me like a good boy.
He came for probably 20, maybe 30 seconds. It was a long time for a male orgasm, but he just kept fucking cumming, and it was so hot.
Finally, he pulled out, and I rolled over onto my back, both of us breathing heavily and laughing because of what had just happened. He laid next to me for a few minutes and we cuddled which was just one more thing that I didn't expect to enjoy but of course did, and then I told him that I should probably get back to my hotel.
We said our goodbyes with a hug and a smile, told each other that it was a great time, that if I was ever back I would hit him up etc., and I was on my way. I was on my way back to my hotel room with another man's cum load inside of me.
I got back, went to sleep, got up in the morning, showered, went to a job interview, came back to my hotel again, jerked off and shot a fucking huge all over myself thinking about last night, and then spent a fair amount of time writing all of this out so I can read it and jerk off again in a few minutes!
My apologies for the long post, but I figured more details are probably better. After how well this experience went, I would have to assume that something will happen again sooner or later, and if it does, I'll be sure to tell you all about it (as long as this post is successful).
If you made it this far, I hope that you enjoyed reading about my first time being with a man 🙂