And I'm thinking, "when did you ever get the chance to choose?"
The first dick I sucked was incredibly huge, and the owner of that dick was my boyfriend, and he was cumming exclusively on my face and mouth. And I thought that was normal.
I was deflowered by a grown man twice my age. He fucked me without asking "is it okay?" or "should I pull out?" He was getting high on the fact that I was in pain and it was my first cock.
The first cum in my mouth, it was the cum of a man I didn't know at all. I just agreed to suck his dick and he put it in my mouth.
When did you have time to choose what kind of sex you'd have?