It’s nearly been a year and I went through a lot. Currently I’m living by myself.
I’ll get right into it!
So after that first night of me giving him a blowjob, things got slightly awkward because he didn’t want to admit that he could be bi. He just said he was straight and that it was just a bet. But sometimes when we hang out I can see him get hard – yet no one made a move. At that point I was okay giving him another blowjob because I wasn’t getting any action either.
I don’t remember if it took few weeks or just one week. But one morning I got really horny and kept thinking about his thick dick. So after watching clips on Reddit, I decided to knock on his door. He’d just woken up, but I just straight up aksed him if he wanted another blowjob – That’s when it became a normal thing.
It took him a while to touch my ass. One day, I shaved it clean that he said he wanted to fondle me.
It was always me giving a blowjob until he came down my throat – except for one night.
We decided to try anal for the first time. Gosh. It hurts a lot…..Until it doesn’t. When he first entered it felt like pressure. It’s not what I had imagined. It felt like he was doing something wrong. Mind you I had used butplug all day to make it easier.
Then he said “I’m all the way in.”
Few pumps and I was moaning. It felt exhaustingly good. The pleasure was so good that I couldn’t feel the pain. BUT the slight pressure was there. NOT pain but PRESSURE. And that pressure was what made me moan. Once he started fucking me hard, I was screaming “ahh…Fuck…Ahhhh…” I always thought that those kinds of moans were fake. But no no no…. You can’t help it.
Here’s another thing I didn’t know. Because I was moaning uncontrollablly, I become breathless to the point where I can no longer moan but my body makes me moan. So I just put my hand on my face because I don’t know how to react. The pleasure is so good that I don’t want him to stop. But I need a moment to breath. But, oh no, please don’t stop.
That’s the feeling I felt. At some point I did ask him to stop for a second and he stopped. I took few deep breaths and the he started fucking me again until he came inside me.
The next few days was painful. It hurts when you poop too..Lel. Sorry but that’s the reality.
We didn’t have sex for few days.
Then this became a regular thing. I went 2 months without masturbating. The only time I touched my dick was when he was fucking me and I wanted to cum. Usually when I get really close.
I realized that I was no longer getting long term erections. My erections only lasted for a minute at best. And I was even able to cum completely flaccid.
At this poing he ended up coming to face his own sexuality.
And I had to figure out my own. At times it felt like I might be more comfortable being feminine. So I tried dressing in feminine clothes and then we got into testing waters.
I discovered sissy side of things and felt really good behaving like a sissy. I would spend hours reading sissycaptions on Reddit.
Now it’s been 2 months since I had to move to London. I no longer live with him. This is just an update.